Monday, February 21, 2011

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk alone I walk alone
I feel like I just washed up on the shore of an uncharted island where every single person speaks a different language, but they all understand each other. Or like i'm constantly at a nail salon where the asians doing your toes are all laughing and looking at you. I always feel embarrassed and confused. I feel like everyone knows where they're going and what they want to be and I don't have any idea.
I walk alone I walk alone
In a sea of people there's only me that doesn't know what they want to be
and those who say they understand how I feel are just doing their job and being sympathetic. No one is real, no one says what they want to say or acts the way they really feel. Everyone puts on a show. And since they do, I do too.
I walk alone I walk alone.

Friday, February 11, 2011

I'm thinking about you

When i really started to think about it.. i think about you A LOT.
I'm thinkin about you like PB thinks about J, like little kids think about otter pops on a hot summer day.
Like salt thinks about pepper, and September thinks about June, like cookies think about milk, and the sun about the moon. I'm thinkin about you like a nail thinks about a hammer, I am thinking about you in the way that mean english teachers think about grammar. Like fatties think about food, and druggies think about pot, I'm thinking about you like tissues think about snot. Like Chicken Little thinks about the sky falling, I think about you, and I start bawling. I think about you in math and in health, like a poor man thinks about his family and wealth. Like a bad husband thinks about his other girl, like the toliet thinks about hating hurl. Like dirty boys and prostitutes think about getting laid, like broke college students think about getting paid....eh and sometimes laid too.. Like honey thinks about Pooh. Like a girl thinks about the boy who just broke her heart, like a little kid thinks about monsters when he's scared of the dark. The thought of thinking about you makes me scared, no amount of thinking would make me prepared. I'm thinking about you like red thinks about orange and orange thinks about yellow, like a perfect smore thinks about a toasted marshmellow. Like great grandpa thinks about World War one, like a hamburger thinks about his bun. Like cheerleaders think about stunts, and a footbaall kicker thinks about punts. Like sophomore girls think about senior boys, like a rock band thinks about making noise. Like gum thinks about being chewed, like.. i am always ALWAYS thinking about you.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Direct Orders

You are under direct orders to rock out!
Rock out like your team just took first place, and after coach told you good job.
Rock out like your crush just face booked you, like he asked for your number
Rock out like you just stood up for what you believe in, like your Rosa Parks, or Emma Smith
Rock out like your daddy has cancer and today is the last day you'll spend with him..
Rock out like your mom just bought you an entire costco pack of orbit sweetmint gum
Rock out like you just scored the winning touch down with 15 seconds left in the game.
Rock out like your boyfriend just said those 3 words..like you just kissed in the rain.
Rock out like you just snuck out all night and no one else knows a single thing about it!
Rock out like you just got the highest score in the class, on a test you didn't study for.
Rock out like you just got excepted to BYU and your parents are sooo proud of you.
Rock out like it's Superbowl Sunday
Rock out like you just went on a shopping spree.
Rock out like you just got a rose on the bachelor.
Rock out like your finally over it.. like it's not gonna make you cry anymore.
Rock out like its 2:14 the day that starts Christmas Break, UEA, Spring break, or summer vacation!
Rock out like he finally apologized.. like the same he wrote i miss you in your year book.
Rock out like your seeing your best friend in the world for the first time in two months!
Rock out like your tanks competely full.. like you have nowhere to go and nothing to do
Rock out like you have nothing to do today!... until 2:16
Rock out like your going to die... soon.